old school...

is vintage car such a good investment? we all knows, cars are depreciation compares to property...
but then's the satisfaction isnt it. that cant ever be traded with anything else not even money...
anyway all new stuffs will always be old someday...


everybody born with blessing...

"sometimes it is hard to know where goodness ends and badness begins~ LJ"
a human begins as child
a child born with goodness
what else do we should ask
we live our life with choices...
~orange & one of many thoughts

to read a book...

A friend of mine.start and maybe still reading one of my favourite book, “the kite runner”. reading a book, is not only for a past’s more than’s another life. just like’s not real but you’re there.A book is never about the character’s names.when it comes to can always be anything. That’s because,we cant ever remember them. it’s the story line. The story line is the one that deserve to be remembered. A good book is one hell of a great story.

~orange & one of many thoughts


a gift from a friend...

I seek the palms of my hands
Cleansing the dust of sorrows
Demanding the blessing light

That sounds from nowhere keep shouting in my mind
‘Because of you, your children will suffer for thousands of years’
‘Because of you, the earth will be ruined’
‘Why do not you deny the temptation?’

Shaken by the anger and frustration , tried to justify
‘How can you ask a fish to fly?’
‘It is its destiny to swim.’

~by R.A, a friend first, an uncle second

a poem that feed any am always asking too many questions lately, why this, why that, why cant, why can, why on earth this happening...something always happens for a reason, GOD creates both angels and demons so that the greatest creation and almost perfect "human" to have a choice, to taste the bitterness of life, you'll never know you're alive if you've never been hurt...sometimes the mistakes and/or the wrongdoings are meant to be

"even the fortune you wish for is not to be, surely some reward will come from your determination"


ignorance..."a bad beast"

ignorance is a bad beast. cant agree more. if it comes from the person that very much closer to you i.e. your partner or spouse. that is intolerable. but still, would understand if the person is completely stranger and unrelated emotionally to the other. therefore, i have lots of respect to all who involves in sales & marketing. these people seriously have a total endurance facing not just ignorance but bizarre attitudes. To face and convincing people with something uncertain is obviously one difficult task. Just preaching which religion is “the right” one. It’s like prophet’s job.

another is, unapologetic. either too egoist to ask for apology or too egoist to forgive. As human, we all have to learn to forgive and acceptance, making mistakes are part of being alive. We are no prophet and certainly not GOD. Never “what is” and “who is” right or wrong. That’s GOD job. Even GOD forgives the sinners. why cant we?

but for me the ugliest beast would always be not being appreciated. all that you ever did and will do, you ever said and will say, your works, your time, your everything. Especially by those who you least expected. The person that you love. It hurts. Very much. “hold on, hold on…this is gonna hurt like hell” just the way it sung by Sarah Mclachlan.


"WHITE" sacred place...

the coolest preacher...ever

a dome in a glass...

ablution...clean youself before meeting with "The One"

white in monochrome...

heavy clouds...

space in between...

view from below...

balls in an empty corridors...


together, complete each other...

shades by clouds...

secret pigeon boxes...
white mosque in abu dhabi. dec 19,2009
space in between man and GOD...


my passion

the charcoals...

some proposed ferry terminal & budget performance 3rd place
and here's for best performance 1st place, proposed Science & RD center
the develop sketches...

the plan layouts
the sections,elevations

"if you're doing what you love doing, you arent working but rather getting paid for what you're love doing ~ LM Montgomery"
everything is money,but money is not every me it's the satisfaction.your name signed and stamped on the drawings~ thousands, millions, or even billions of them.all around the world.


is it heaven in between cloud & sky...

am listening to tracy chapman's talkin bout a revolution.i've forgotten bout her. am crazy of her during high school. she did makes me wanna be revolutionist.not just she looks like man, she kick arse too. beautiful it.
Don't you know
They're talkin' about a revolution
It sounds like whisper
Don't you know
They're talkin' about a revolution
It sounds like whisper
While they're standing in the welfare lines
Crying at the doorsteps of those armies of salvation
Wasting time in the unemployment lines
Sitting around waiting for a promotion
Poor people gonna rise up
And get their share
Poor people gonna rise up
And take what's theirs
Don't you know
You better run...
Oh I said you better
And finally the tables are starting to turn
Talking about a revolution...ohh,ohh...
"what do you know world is turning up side down"

beautiful rustic...

building, when they become old.more soulful & mysterious.

im on fire...

Sometimes it's like someone took a knife baby.Edgy and dull and cut a six-inch valley.Through the middle of my soul.At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet.And a freight train running through the.Middle of my head.Only you can cool my desire.Im on fire.

~bruce dad fave song to mom. can love buy your soul.


x-press urself portrait...

kid's face~the most honest

bollywood face~the most money

explorer face~full of curiosity
tired face~lack of sleep and fighting for loneliness
man face?~ never lack of love for other women
fun face~no worries, daddy's girl everything been paid for

macho face~trying to act normal and cool all at same time


twilight...newmoon or zone!?!

what's with men and sex...

TIGER...hear me roar!!!

oh men, they've become and appear to be very sorry and regret not because of what they've done but because of they've been caught. well,well, advise, if you really cant help it being active-sexually-oriented person (which by now the whole world would completely understand how sicko you are), you might want to consider convert as muslim. 4 nos. will be legal. wait. you have a wife and four mistresses. you'll have to reject one;D
believe it's easy, as not hard for people who loves to have sex but dont ever love the person that he's having with. "sex never purely as a celebration. love must always be present~paulo coelho"

have a nice day dancing at pole.


bur is a "port"???

happy 38th national day...


william blake's poetry and moon...

"o rose, thou art sick! the invisible worm, that flies in the night, in the howling storm, has found out thy bed of crimson joy, and his dark secret love, does thy life destroy..."
~ William Blake
how am always wish if i've enough money oneday, will buy a beach house, convert into bed and breakfast and everynite will gather all my guests under the moon and will read them some of my fave poetry before they all go to bed...lovely!!!


"bunga api" or "kembang api"

it's fireworks!!???!!

with a tripod...
without a tripod...tho it's not that sharp but you can get really better composition...