am sorry i've sex with dozens of women (the line). which was meant am sorry for having a wife(the between lines).
am sorry for being unfaithful (the line). which was meant am sorry for being married (the between lines).
well, guess the best confessions are. am sex addict. i need help.
otherwise mr. woods, you'll someday bump into your son who happens to celebrate his 18 yearsold birthday at stripper club. that's ackward man.
dear God, please dont let "mr. clean federer" screw up.
love them. if not forbid by my religion. i would hv them on myown (pick the A-grade from sperm bank;o)
tho it may sounds selfish to raise child without father figure. but heck. taking care of child seems much+more+easier than taking care of man.
to love child, you will always hv them to love you back. it's mutual, honest and faithful. well, dont get me wrong. i've nothing against men. i love them too. i do. but men are just being men. they may not love you someday after many years been marrying, they suddenly fallin for a girl-twenty years younger-who works as bartender-at one of his fave sport bar-while out having guy's nite out-and realised that been married to wrong woman. their love like season~ autumn-winter-spring-summer and worst if asia's you only hv two; wet & dry season;op
anyway, men are simpler. i love you. i love you not. i hv choice and you dont.
as for woman, we carry our emotional very, very heavy.
guess that's why god lets us born a child, new soul to this world. the littlest soul grow in you and come out from your...well, that's amazing
"you're yet complete woman till giving birth".
cant remember who's quoting this. but it's really deep.
there's one time singapore's top radio station made poll with kids at elementary and they hv found this result;
Q: Who you loves and adores more in your life. for the rest of them.
A: they've to give five answers by the most-to-not so
see. they even loves and adores their dogs first.
God! being romantic is one hell of tiring job:p
this might looks like we're malaysian loves to use "back-to-back".
for reading (maybe not the best material, you shld be aware it's TIME~ love reading b'cos that's all u shld know and learn bout US people and their's "broad minded;op" (note: to be honest, am craving for their pixs. it's always awesome momentos) http://www.time.com/time/world/article/0,8599,1958251,00.html?xid=newsletter-asia-weekly
heck, nobody knows the truth what's on earth really goin on. only "the insider" knows better.
but what i do know. he did flirt with my mom one time during the convention ages ago. thought he's straight. lol.
and am always fave Tun M. by far, HE ROCKS.
ok. again. the sad part. aint nothing to do with the book. i've subscribed TIME to my email and yesterday i've received breaking news in US POLITICS with the titled "ELIZABETH & JOHN EDWARDS SPLIT". it's pretty much sad news exactly. wife battling cancer stage 4. husband fucking around and hv illigitimate baby (which was the act of irresponsible adult, for goodness sake John bag up!)
having gone thru with 2 out of 3 important men in mylife (note: the 3 would be my granddadda and my dad respectively, my bro still healthy and hope he'll quit smoking "the cancer sticks" someday) lost in cancer. it's way too much hustle for those who battling this sickness. and even myself hv to face the breast tumor one time. to be honest, it was hell of scary experienced in life.
it's the treatment that really scary. like being in a war. instead of facing your enemy (which always someone that you dont really fancy), you'll hv to face yourself. everyones love themselves. and yet you have to hurt yourself to kill the demons. support of the love ones are important.
to elizabeth. stay strong.
to john. that is totally not cool.
this "thing" add up to my sleeping problem...last nite am having the worse ever sleeping difficulties and still awake till almost 4am and woke up at 6am. am appreciates dubai municipality to "clean" the playground (as during day time playground use for cricket and football but nite time it's a headquarters for so called "inter-course" business~ a playground for lost soul-women). however, the music and for heaven's sake the screaming was a frantic...it seems like never stop even for a sec. so, yesterday i've decided shoot some angry letter;
Dear Dubai Municipality,
would you mind to ensure the "DSF carnival" to be ended at 12 midnite rather than 2am. It's clearly understand that emiratis dont have to wake up early to work the very next day.
your immediate attention on this matter is highly appreciated.
regards, not happy foreign worker who have to wake up early and help to boost the economy.
well, this "thing" will end for a month. how am i gonna survive:"(
anyway, thumbs up for today's show am managed to catch while walking home. solo acoustic guitar performance at the corner of my flat. performed by a young handsome turkish guy;oP but seriously he's good tho.
feeling like living in france or new york or any cultured art city in the world. this "thing" is cool.